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[Tuesday,
May 2nd, 2006]
So I'm in fuckin Word and Powerpoint...fuckin Baker aint here today...im fuckin bored...but i have gummi bears =D im bored...we have gay ass testing today 2nd and 3rd period...fuck school...cant wait for the weekend

=]Fuck You
1 You make me feel insane.

Code bitches :D [Thursday,
February 2nd, 2006]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Korn - Souvenir ]

J- Everyone loves you. (haha i know)
A- You're a Hottie! (what else is new)
M- Success comes easily to you. (Except I dont make honor roll)
E- You like to try new things. (no sarcastic comment)
S- People think you are so sexy. (I know!)

Yup thats basically me :D

1 You make me feel insane.

Phone [Wednesday,
February 1st, 2006]
[ music | Phone with Nicci ]

I am on the phone with Nicci :D

We're talking about me...what a dumb topic
Kinda a bad week so far, but at least Nicci is pretty kickass :D


Nicci is wicked sweet :p
See you on the other side...

2 You make me feel insane.

[Sunday,
January 22nd, 2006]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | Korn - Twisted Transistor ]

Well yesterday was so much fun. I watched Dave Chappelle For What It's Worth, then I hung out with Logan. We played Timesplitters and went online. Then we hung out with Morgan<3. We went into Red's Shoe Barn. Dumb fucker wouldnt sell me the big shoe :[ I ran down the stairs in Red's and tripped on purpose. The lady working there was like "OH MY GOD ARE YOU ALRIGHT?" I stood up and looked around to see who was watching then I ran out. I showed her where my house was. Then I walked Morgan home. She is so awesome<333 Then me and Logan went to Busy Hill to get snacks and drinks for the movies. We saw The Ringer, with Johnny Knoxville. That movie was so funny. Then I went home and had a big party.

Morgan I <3 Her :]

3 You make me feel insane.

Survey [Saturday,
December 10th, 2005]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Korn - Twisted Transistor ]

[ ] I think I'm really attractive.
[ ] I prefer winter over summer.
[ ] I am a geek.
[ ] I am a shopaholic.
[X] I am reasonably intelligent.
[X] I am attracted to girls.
[ ] I am attracted to boys.
[ ] I like British accents.
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[ ] I smoke socially.
[ ] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[ ] I get drunk easily.
[ ] I do "drug(s)".
[ ] I will never date a bad kisser.
[ ] I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
[ ] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
[ ] I am religious.
[X] I am not religious but have morals.
[X] I lie frequently.
[X] I am impulsive.
[ ] I am hardworking.
[ ] I loved Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
[ ] She's All That is one of my favourite movies.
[ ] I am good at History.
[X] I speak more than two languages.
[X] I enjoy taking pictures.
[X] I like spending money on myself.
[X] I like spending money on others.
[X] I have a regular income.
[ ] earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[ ] I pay my own bills.
[X] I rely on my parents for money.
[X] I can cook.
[ ] I enjoy cleaning.
[ ] Tidiness is a must in my life.
[X] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[ ] I am fashion-conscious.
[X] I have good taste.
[X] People tell me I have good taste.
[ ] I am told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
[X] I am good at sports.
[X] I am good at certain sports.
[ ] I couldn't do sports to save my life.
[X] I am creative.
[X] I am extremely artistically inclined.
[X] I want to be an artist when I grow up.
[ ] I want to be an engineer when I grow up.
[ ] I eat when I'm upset.
[X] I cannot adapt to change.
[X] I have shoplifted.
[X] I download MP3s.
[X] I have done underage drinking.
[ ] I have gone underage clubbing.
[ ] I can dance reasonably well.
[ ] I can dance extremely well.
[X] I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
[ ] I can sing.
[X] I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
[X] I can swim.
[ ] I enjoy surveys.
[X] I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
[X] I keep a journal.
[X] My teachers don't like me.
[ ] I enjoy controversy.
[X] I can be a bitch/bastard.
[ ] I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
[ ] I have tattoos.
[ ] I've been in a nudist colony.
[ ] I'm not sure if I want to have children.
[ ] I'm not sure if I'll get married.
[ ] I know who I will marry.
[ ] Someone has a crush on me.
[X] I am interesting.
[X] I am a good liar.
[X] People enjoy talking to me.
[X] I annoy people from time to time.
[ ] I am a born leader.
[ ] I am a born leader but shouldn't lead.
[X] I've snuck out of the house.
[ ] I enjoy felching
[ ] I have a foot fetish.
[ ] I have a shoe fetish
[ ] I watch Sex And The City.
[X] I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
[ ] I want to be J Lo.
[ ] I cut myself.
[ ] I have cut myself.
[X] I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
[X] I hate popular people.
[X] I think cheerleading is a sport
[ ] I am photogenic.
[ ] I live in Chucks.
[X] I think graffiti is art.
[ ] I have dated a criminal.
[X] I have been cheated on.
[ ] I have cheated on someone.
[X] I have a temper.
[X] I like playgrounds.
[X] I dance in the rain.
[ ] I am obsessed with Shakespeare.
[ ] I have tanlines.
[ ] My favourite color is pink.
[X] My favourite color is black.
[ ] I would classify myself as emo.
[ ] I am musically inclined.
[X] I like listening to music.
[X] I like music-blasting cars.
[Wouldn't know] Thongs are comfortable
[ ] I like flip-flops.
[ ] I know what monogamy is
[ ] ... and I believe in it.
[ ] I want to be a social worker when I grow up.
[X] I have sibling[s].
[X ] My siblings annoy me
[X] I think South Park is funny.
[ ] I prefer Google
[ ] I can sit Indian Style
[ ] I own a cat
[ ] I plan on owning more.
[ ] I read a lot.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[X] I've let someone cheat off of me on a test

Have you ever...
[X] been drunk.
[ ] smoked pot.
[X] kissed someone.
[ ] rode in a taxi.
[X] been dumped.
[X] shoplifted.
[ ] been fired.
[X] been in a fist fight.
[X] broken a bone
[ ] got hit by a car.
[X] snuck out of your parent's house.
[X] been arrested.
[X] gone in a mosh pit.
[X] stolen something from your school.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] gone on a blind date.
[X] lied to a friend.
[ ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[X] skipped school.
[X] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[X] played 'clue'
[X] had a sleepover party.
[X] gone ice skating.
[ ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[X] been cheated on.
[X] had your tonsils out.
[ ] had a car
[ ] totalled a car

DO YOU ...
[ ] feel loved.
[X] feel lonely.
[ ] feel happy.
[ ] hate yourself.
[ ] think you're attractive.
[ ] have a dog.
[ ] have your own room.
[ ] listen to Hawaiian Music
[ ] listen to underground hip hop
[ ] listen to rap.
[X] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to country.
[ ] listen to reggae.
[ ] listen to techno.
[Timesplitters] have hobbies
[X] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades
[ ] play an instrument.
[X] have slippers
[X] wear boxers.to bed
[sometimes] wear black eyeliner.
[ ] like the color blue.
[X] like the color pink.
[ ] like to read.
[X] like to write.
[ ] have long hair
[X] have short hair.
[X] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager

ARE YOU ...
[X] ugly.
[ ] pretty.
[ ] okay.
[ ] Handsome.
[X] bored.
[ ] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[ ] Hawaiian.
[ ] Samoan.
[ ] Filipino.
[ ] Korean.
[ ] British.
[X] white.
[ ] black..KIM! I LOVE YOU!
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[X] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] realistic.
[ ] sick.
[ ] mad.
[X] lazy.
[X] single
[ ] taken.
[X] looking.
[ ] not looking.
[ ] talking to someone.
[ ] IMing someone.
[ ] scared to die
[ ] horny.
[X] tired.
[X] sleepy
[ ] annoyed.
[X] hungry.
[X] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[X] in your pjs.
[X] ticklish..
[ ] listening to music.
[X] a virgin






OH OH BONUS!


1. smoked a cigarette - no
2. smoked a cigar – no
3. crashed a friend's car - no
4. stolen a car – no
5. been in love - yes
6. been dumped – yes
7. taken shots of alcohol - yeah
8. been fired - no
9. been in a fist fight – yes
10. snuck out of your house – yes
11. had feelings for someone who didn't have them back - yes
12. been arrested – yes
13. made out with a stranger - nope
14. gone on a blind date – no
15. lied to a friend – yes
16. had a crush on a teacher - no
18. seen someone die – unfortunetly yes
20. thrown up in a bar - nope
22. miss someone right now - yes
23. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - i think so
24. made a snow angel – yes
25. played dress up - uhh tried on clothes i got at the mall?
26. cheated while playing a game -yes
27. been lonely – absolutely
28. fallen asleep at work/school – umm spanish, biology, study hall, american history...the list goes on
29. used a fake id - no
30. felt an earthquake – no
31. touched a snake - Yeah
32. ran a red light - not yet ;]
33. had detention – yeah
34. been in a car accident - yeah
35. hated the way you look - yes
37. been lost – yes
38. been to the opposite side of the country – No
39. felt like dying – yeah
40. cried yourself to sleep – yes
41. played cops and robbers - yes
42. karaoke - yes my voice cracked a million times
43. done something you told yourself you wouldn't – yes
44. laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose? - many occasions
45. caught a snowflake on your tongue - yes
46. kissed in the rain - yes the best thing ever
47. sang in the shower - and headbang too =]
48. made love in a park - no
49. had a dream that you married someone - haha no
50. glued your hand to something – yeah, my other hand
51. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole - OMG YES THAT SUCKS SO MUCH
52. worn the opposite sex's clothes - yes for career day
53. Been a cheerleader – couldnt try out =[ my thumb was broken
54. sat on a roof top - yes
55. talked on the phone all night - yes.
56. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone - nope
57. played chicken fight – yes
58. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - well...i volunteered to jump
59. been told you're hot by a complete stranger - awkward but yes
60. broken a bone - yeah..my thumb, middle finger etc
61. had a 3-some? - no
62. Been told you're hot by somone WAY to old for you - nope

4 You make me feel insane.

[Wednesday,
November 9th, 2005]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Two-One-Six - Won't Die Without A Fight ]

Well, right now I'm in the process of buying some Jones Soda online. Sit on your ass have have someone bring you soda, what could be better.
Right now I see this girl, everyday, and I think I'm falling for her hard, but I don't know how to tell her...give me some suggestions :]

2 You make me feel insane.

Well.... [Tuesday,
November 1st, 2005]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | ICP - Tilt-A-Whirl ]

This weekend was filled with many different emotions...Friday, I got home from school and couldn't wait for the weekend...I went to the Halloween dance and danced with a bunch of people. Saturday, I hung out with Andy and we saw "The Fog" If you get a chance you should pass on that. Ummmm...Sunday I had a game at woodman and we beat Newmarket. :] I broke my thumb too... that kinda sucks. I went trick or treating...and came back with 20 pounds :]

This was a good weekend

*******<3

3 You make me feel insane.

October 26th 2005 [Wednesday,
October 26th, 2005]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | Korn - Blind ]

Gym: Today we played dodgeball, us sophmores pound the ever loving piss out of the dumb freshmen :]

English: Some dumb intern from UNH taught us and she should be in the "itty bitty titty committy" and she taught us nothing.

Geometry: We took a test that i know i Aced :]

Lunch: I had a pretzel. Some dumb kid came up and said, "yo man who's sayin' fuck you to my boy?" referring to me and he kept saying a bunch of shit

American History: I slept :]

Biology : Egg Lab and shit...BORING!

Spanish: Went over a bunch of shit...played a racing game.

I really like someone...SO FUCKING MUCH<3

7 You make me feel insane.

NEW LAYOUT [Tuesday,
October 25th, 2005]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Korn - Let's Get This Party Started ]

NEW LAYOUT BITCHES

Thanks to Rachel Shanahan :]

I LOVE IT :]


LETS GET THIS PARTY STARTED MOTHERFUCKERS!

3 You make me feel insane.

:] [Sunday,
October 23rd, 2005]
[ mood | tired ]

In the past 24 hrs have you;

1. Had sex: no
2. Bought something: YES JONES SODA :]
3. Gotten sick: Nope
4. Sang: yes Korn - Daddy
5. Been kissed: no
6. Ate something: Yes cake :D
7. Felt stupid: i dont feel it, i am stupid
8. Talked to an ex: yeahh
9. Missed Someone: yupp
____________________________________________________
Last person who;

1. Layed in your bed: Andy took my bed when he slept over
2. Saw you cry: my family when we put the dog down
3. Made you cry: putting my dog down
4. Went to the movies with: Andy
5. You went to the mall with: My dad and Amy
____________________________________________________

Have You Ever:

1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: yes
2. Got in a fight with your pet: i playfully pushed him
3. Been to California: Nope
4. Been to Mexico: Nope
6. Been to Canada: Nope
7. Been to Europe: Nope
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Random:

1. Do you have a crush on someone: Yep
2. What book are you reading now: book?
3. Worst feeling in the world: Fighting with my mom.
4. Future kids names: James for a boy, Christie for a girl
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: The Ultimate Warrior, my aunt gave it to me before she died :]
6. What's under your Bed: another bed
7. Sports to watch: Hockey, Football, Baseball
8. Location: Dover
9. Piercing/Tattoos: None
10.Do you drink: yes, o occasion
11. What are you most scared of right now: my bio teacher
13. Who do you really hate: Alex Carlton
15. Do you like being around people: yeah, except when i write
17. Have you ever cried: yes
18. Are you lonely: at times
19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: Heretic Anthem
23. Pulled an all-nighter: yup.
24. Been on radio/TV: idk
25. Been in a mosh-pit: yup

6 You make me feel insane.

[Thursday,
October 13th, 2005]
[ mood | Heartbroken ]
[ music | Dark Lotus - Black Rain ]

Emmitt Tsoukalas
3/31/97 - 10/10/05
R.I.P
I love you Buddy, more than you could ever imgaion...I'll be there soon don't worry :)

3 You make me feel insane.

[Monday,
October 10th, 2005]
[ mood | Heartbroken ]

he's gone...i did the single most hardest thing i've ever had to do. i watched my dog fade away from existance, gone to a better place...i fucking miss him

4 You make me feel insane.

fuck [Monday,
October 10th, 2005]
well today has been an emotional rollercoaster and its only 9:30am!!! my dog went to have surgery because he had a tomber in his mouth so they removed it. and then they call back and say that 90% of his lungs is cancer. and he also thinks we should have him put down...which hurts me because my moms upset, my sister took the car and left, and im here with four hundred fucking things going through my mind. So much shit!
1 You make me feel insane.

[Sunday,
October 2nd, 2005]
[ mood | Unloved ]
[ music | Slipknot - Heretic Anthem ]

SLIT MY WRIST...

8...7...6...6...6...5...4...3...2...1...
I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head
Like a dead beat winner. I want to be a sinner
An idolized bang for the industry killer.
A hideous man that you don't understand
Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snap.
It's evilsonic, It's pornoholic.
Breakdowns, Obscenities, It's all I wanna be.
If You're 555 then I'm 666.
If you're 555 I'm 666.
If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)
If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)
Everybody's so infatuated
Everybody's so completely sure of what we are
Everybody defamates from miles away
But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say
I bleed for this and I bleed for you
Still you look in my face like I'm sombody new
TOY - Nobody wants anything I've got
Which if fine becuase you're made of
Everything - I'm - NOT!
If You're 555 then I'm 666.
If you're 555 I'm 666.
If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)
If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)
30 Seconds, 16, 8, 4, lemme tell you why
I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest
They're listening, clamoring
All the money in the world can't buy me.
GO AHEAD. LIE TO ME.
Tell me again how you're tortured
I wanna know how you followed your orders so well
You're full of SHIT
You had a dream but this ain't it.
If You're 555 then I'm 666.
If you're 555 I'm 666.
If you're 555 then I'm 666 (what's it like to be a heretic)
If you're 555 I'm 666. (what's it like to be a heretic)

...AND LET ME DIE!!!

2 You make me feel insane.

[Tuesday,
September 27th, 2005]
Who wants to bang you hard? by Bluedevilz05
Name
Age
Color
He/She wants to bang you
Where will you do it?Bed
When will you do it?November 16, 2013
How many times?54
Quiz created with MemeGen!
1 You make me feel insane.

[Monday,
July 25th, 2005]
Opposite Sex
||1|| Guitar or Drum Player - Guitar
||2|| Skater or Surfer - skater chicks
||3|| Brown or Blue Eyes - blue
||4|| Blonde or Brunette - Brunette
||5|| Brains or Looks - looks, but cant be a dumbass

Food -
||11|| Hamburger or Hotdog - hot dog
||12|| Pie or Cake - pie
||13|| Apple or Banana - apple
||14|| Coke or Pepsi - Coke
||15|| Chicken or Beef - beef
||16|| Oreos or Chips Ahoy - oreos
||17|| Pancakes or Waffles - waffles
||18|| Chocolate or Vanilla - chocolate
||19|| Strawberry or Cherry - cherry
||20|| Watermelon or Cantaloupe - Watermelon
||21|| Potato or Macaroni Salad - niether
||22|| Wheat or White - are we talking about bread?!
||23|| Tic Tacs or Altoids - Tic tacs
||24|| Sausage or Bacon - bacon
||25|| Sour Cream and Chives or BBQ - BBQ

Sports -
||26|| Baseball or Football - Baseball
||27|| Swim or Track - SWIMMING
||28|| Tennis or Golf - tennis
||29|| Skiing or Sledding - Sledding
||30|| Bicycling or Jogging - biking

Stores/Restaurants -
||31|| McDonalds or Burger King - burger king
||32|| JC Penny's or Sears - JC Penny
||33|| Walmart or Target - Target
||34|| Trophy's or TGI Fridays - TGI Fridays
||35|| Albertson's or Vons - what?

Clothes -
||36|| Pants or Shorts - pants
||36|| Zip-Up or Pull-Over Sweatshirt - hoodies
||37|| Sandals or Tennis Shoes - skate shoes
||38|| Dresses or Skirts - i wear pants nigga
||39|| Mittens or Gloves - none
||40|| Print or Solid - print

Names -
||41|| Bob or Bill - Bob
||42|| Jessica or Jennifer - Jessica
||43|| Aaron or Erin - Erin
||44|| Carrie or Kari - Kari
||45|| Todd or Tom - Todd
||46|| Lynn or Lee - Lynn
||47|| Sarah or Susie - Sarah
||48|| Jack or John - John
||49|| Lisa or Linda - Lisa
||50|| Matt or Nick - Matt

Music -
||51|| Punk or Rock - rock
||52|| Country or Pop - pop
||53|| Rap or Techno - none
||54|| Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera - Britney
||55|| *N Sync or Backstreet Boys - none
||56|| Korn or Staind - KORNNN!!!
||57|| Limp Bizkit or Linkin Park - Limp bizkit
||58|| Guitar or Drums - Guitar
||59|| Piano or Violin - violin
||60|| CDs or Radio - CDs

TV -
||61|| Dawson's Creek or 7th Heaven - none
||62|| Angel or Buffy the Vampire Slayer - none
||63|| Law and Order or The Practice - none
||64|| Spy TV or Candid Camera - none
||65|| Smallville or Charmed - none
Cinema -
||66|| Bruce Willis or Kevin Costner - Bruce Willis
||67|| Jennifer Love Hewitt or Neve Campbell - Jennifer Love Hewitt
||68|| Aladdin or Lion King - aladdin
||69|| Snow White or Sleeping Beauty - snow white
||70|| Comedy or Drama - Comedy
||71|| Horror or Science Fiction - Horror
||72|| Scream or I Know What You Did Last Summer: scream
||73|| Not Another Teen Movie or Scary Movie - Not Another teen movie
||74|| Titanic or Pearl Harbor - Titanic
||75|| The Mask or Ace Ventura - The Mask

Computer/Video Games -
||76|| AOL or MSN - AIM
||77|| Dogpile or Google - GOOGLE
||78|| Mac or PC -PC
||79|| PS2 or N64 - PS2!!
||80|| Mario Brothers or Zelda - zelda
School -
||81|| Pen or Pencil- Pen
||82|| English or History - English
||83|| Math or Science - math
||84|| Home Economics or Woodshop - woodshop
||85|| Backpack or Messenger Bag - Backpack

Animals -
||86|| Cat or Dog - dog
||87|| Fish or Hamster - hampster
||88|| Tiger or Lion - Lion
||89|| Butterfly or Lady Bug - both, i like killing them both
||90|| Seals or Otters - otters

Products -
||91|| Tide or Gain - Tide
||92|| Herbal Essences or Suave - Herbal Essences
||93|| Dove or Irish Spring - Dove
||94|| A-JAX or 409 - 409
||95|| Crest or Colgate - Crest
8 You make me feel insane.

[Sunday,
July 17th, 2005]
well Jasmine and Stinili move today, im going to miss you girls so much. so many great times this past year. You girls really made my summer, gave me something to look forward to. now its gone. tear my happiness away. but i guess its for the best. goodbye


~James
2 You make me feel insane.

[Thursday,
July 14th, 2005]
yesterday i got a concusion, sprianed neck and sprained right wrist playing football. im going to kill that son of a bitch!
5 You make me feel insane.

[Friday,
July 8th, 2005]
alright heres the thing...last night i was on the phone with Rachel...and i was playing my belived timesplitters future perfect when at some bizaare twist of fate, I COMEPLETE THE GAME 100%!!!
6 You make me feel insane.

[Friday,
July 8th, 2005]
Happy Birthday to me bitches!! who loves me?
14 You make me feel insane.

[Thursday,
June 30th, 2005]
saddest thing, its meant to be a chain thing but i dont care its so sad

Girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what did your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye


2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead

her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition


This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend

Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes


He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump


Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...

it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick

he opened it.....

it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you

sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to

and the first picture they took together

he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture

it looked as if in the picture she was crying

then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead


If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen
7 You make me feel insane.

[Thursday,
June 23rd, 2005]
wow weirdest thing just happened. my sister just took her fucking shirt off right next to me, thank fuckin god i didnt notice. :)


James
3 You make me feel insane.

[Thursday,
June 23rd, 2005]
[ music | The Price Is Right ]

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.


02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.


03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.


04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.


05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.


06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.


07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.


08. Put this in your journal.

10 You make me feel insane.

[Wednesday,
June 22nd, 2005]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Korn - Alone I Break ]

school )

14 You make me feel insane.

Bored.... [Tuesday,
June 21st, 2005]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | my girlfriends voice ]

I am so bored right now. I am on the fone with my gf eatnig a grilled cheese and tomato soup.... yumm yum... umm jasmine and stinili came over today. It was fun. Yeah well i got grounded today. I got home from my last final thinking yes its summer time.. and well i realize i don't have my key and my sister was still sleeping. So i decided to get a ladder and climb in through the open window on the second story so yeah. I told my mom and she got so mad which no one can understand why but yeah. So now im grounded all summer this isn't fun but i know it wont last cuz it never does...

yeah well i went outside and i played some lacrosse with my sister and she couldnt' catch ne thing and so we decided to play catch with baseball.. she was too afraid to catch the ball when thrown hard so then we played football and she still couln't catch everything but she did a little better.. then we played wiffle ball in the back yard and no one really won cuz i hit the ball on the nieghbors roof so we came up.

Im bored and yeah...

Rachel<3

5 You make me feel insane.

[Tuesday,
June 21st, 2005]
OUT OF SCHOOL!!!
8 You make me feel insane.

[Monday,
June 20th, 2005]
[ music | H.I.M - Lose You Tonight ]

"Lose You Tonight"
H.I.M
(His Infernal Majesty)

Don't run away
I can't live without you
Please stay
And I learn to love you right

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight
No, I ain't gonna lose you tonight

Don't run away
I never wanted to hide you
Please stay
And I learn to treat you right

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life

Oh, I can't live without you

And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time

I never want adore you

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight

I ain't gonna lose you tonight

I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I've been crying for you
Dying for you all this time
I was waiting for you
Waiting for all my life
And I ain't gonna
Lose you tonight

insane.

[Monday,
June 20th, 2005]
[ music | HIM - Join Me In Death ]

"Join Me In Death"
H.I.M
(His Infernal Majesty)

Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death

We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world

and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
we're so anxious to be together
together in death

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before life tears us apart let
death bless me with you

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

Baby join me in death

insane.

[Monday,
June 20th, 2005]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Korn - Freak On A Leash ]

[HAVE YOU EVER..]
been kissed..Yes
lied to a friend..Yes
dyed ur hairyes purple, red, blonde and orange :]
dressed punkNEVER
kissed a girlyes
saw something u didnt want toOMG YESS
danced in the rainyes
lied to ur parentseverytime
went barefoot in the snowyes once
played hockeystreet hockey, i cant ice skate :[
made ur own clothesi made a shirt once
[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS..]
got in a fiteno
took a showeryes
gave a dirty look to someoneno
cried=(almost this morning :[
did a cartwheelno
went to schoolyes
shopped no
dancedyes
got sickno
did something u regretyes
discovered something newyes
[IN SCHOOL YOU...]
run to class because ur always lateno
act perfectyes
act hyperyes
are a nerdno
in band??no
[RIGHT NOW UR..]
in ur pjsno
drinkinno
listening to musicyes Korn
watching a movieno
iming someone yes
talkin on the foneno
eatingno
[CLOTHES..]
hot topic or abercrombie and fitchhot topic
thongs or briefsthongs on girls ;)
boxers anyone?!?!i wear them?
sweatpants or jeansdepends on the day
longsleeved shirts or short sleeveshort sleeve shirts, long sleeved button downs
tube tops or tankstanks?
[CURRENTLY .. ]
current clothesskate clothes, blind pants and volcom shirt
current moodhappy :]
current musicKorn - Alone I Break
current tastenone
current make-upnone
current thing I ought to be doingumm nothing really :p
[ LAST PERSON .. ]
you huggedRachel Lauren <3
yelled atmy dad
IMed.Mark Kenneth
you touchedi tapped mike on the shoulder
[ EiTHER/0R .. ]
coffee or hot chocolatehot chocolate
big or littlebig
lace or satinlace
new or oldnew
vogue or cosmopolitancosmopolitan
skirt or dressskirt
wool or cottoncotton
[DO YOU..]
put on a "front"lol
have a crush on someoneim going out with someone
if u got a tatoo where wud u get itmy left ass cheek
[RANDOM QUESTiONS..]
waht is the online symbol u use the mostsmileys
u have a boyfriend or girlfiendgirlfriend yes
who's hotter, Josh Hartnett or Chad Michael Murrayi dont care
what was the last thing you saidall the shit i seem to take, all alone i seem to break
who would u want to be stuck in an elevator withRachel Lauren<3
do you like stickersyes
do u play with mad libs wen ur boredno
are you suicidalno
is your window openno
what was the last pair of shoes you boughtmy etnies
do you have a little brotherno
does he draw you cute picturesno
where do your grandparents liveumm, dover/somersworth
what do you think of when you hear the word clickbutton
are you a moroni guess
do you like trampolinesyes
have u ever accidentally sucked something up in the vacuumyes
did you see American Pie 2yes
do you cut yourselfno

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5 You make me feel insane.

[Sunday,
June 19th, 2005]
new icon!!!
3 You make me feel insane.

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